Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Practice What You Preach.



From the start of this r/s,
I was not allowed to have any contact w my ex,
& in return, it was the same for you.
You said this, we agreed.


When you found out I lied,
you were fucking angry.
When I had contact with people you didnt want me to be in contact with,
again, i was in shit.


Soon later, found out that you didnt keep to your own promises either.
Lying to me so as to avoid unneccessary trouble.
What makes you different from me?
Fairness is all you'll ever see,
but this aint so fair my dear.


Not wanting me to break what I agreed on,
& yet, you can't resist.
The rules are clear,
you break the rules, you face the shit.
Remember the creator of this agreement alright?
Not like I was spared from all the tears and begging the previous time round.




"Time bomb ticks when you don't care at all",
we're left with so little trust,
I don't even know how much love is contained within,
not anymore.
Stage of doubt & paranoia.
Any wrong step just sets the bomb away.
Totally clear of the situation we're in.


One more time, one last promise.
Don't test the last bit of trust I have left.
You cross the boundaries, baby, it's my game.

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