didn't go for fellowship today.
The truth, I just didn't feel like going.
ate dinner with Jessalyn&cabbed back home.


reminiscing,
i realized that many things have changed.
so many changes taking place.
Maybe too many at once.
or maybe its just me.
perhaps, i should change my expectations&perspective.
the last time i felt like this, was like yesteryear.
long long time ago.
hmm,
change is the only constant in life.
that should very well make me think a little more.

i think there's only one thing,
that'll be able to turn my everything around.
but it'll take a long while before it happens.
actually, i'm not even sure about that.