All that doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.

2 days ago, I received an sms which made me extremely happy!
the first things which i spottd were the words "LOA", "classes will resume on 2 July".
But my happiness didnt last long:(

I only got to celebrate 1 pathetic day of holiday because i received another sms which told me that my LOA has ceased, and asking me to return back to school on Monday.
It felt like my heart had sank:(
In fact, That 1 day of holiday which was yesterday didnt even count!
I still had to go back to school for JIVE meeting.
Arghhhh.


Still can't get over the fact that I only served 1 day of LOA.
ARgh ARgh Argh Argh.
I planned to do so many things next week luhhhhh!
which includes sleeping, tanning and saunaing & Mostly tanning lah.
DAMN IT.

I asked the school about the sudden cancellation & its apparently because the suspected person's tests were proved to be negative. (but i thought it was confirmed alr? Hmmmmm.. this is kinda weirdddd....)

Till now, i still don't quite understand the school's decision. I'm sure that there's many who find the school's actions quite illogical. Even my Mom calls it stupid.

As students, what can we say? We can't oppose because getting into trouble would be the least that we would want to achieve. Just look at the many reminders that have been sent about the issue of disclosing information. Its just so FILL IN THE BLANKS YOURSELF.

Alrights, anyway, Terry stayed over last night & I spent my pre sleeping time on the minutes for ystr's meeting. GAHHH.

After school on Tuesday, Angeline came over to my hse for sauna!

& after that, spent a little while cooling off in the jacuzzi/pool.

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Its 2.22pm now & I was supposed to be meeting my sec school clique; F-CREW, @City Hall @ 2pm.

Shall have to quickly prepare after posting this .

& I was also supposed to go tanning @ Sentosa this morning,

But the plans were kinda changed & there was/is still no sun anyway.

ALRIGHT. GOTTA GO PREPAREEEEE.

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THIS WAS WHO YOU WERE & WHO YOU SHOULD STILL BE.

DON'T LET THINGS WHICH ARE UNWORTHY BRING YOU DOWN. EVEN IF YOU SHOULD FALL, GET UP & CONTINUE ON. BECAUSE EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON EVEN IF THAT MEANS CONFUSION, UNCERTAINTY AND HURT. BUT I GUESS IT WOULD ALL MAKE SENSE IN TIME TO COME.

INDEPENDENCE IS WHAT YOU'VE GOT SO MAKE USE OF THAT. WHAT HAS HAPPENED ALL THIS WHILE HAS MADE YOU STRONGER THAN WHAT YOU WERE BEFORE, NOW, DON'T LOSE THAT.

THERE ARE TIMES WHEN PEOPLE ARE ABLE TO ESCAPE WHAT THEY HAVE DONE WRONG, BUT ITS A MATTER OF TIME WHEN ALL THEY HAVE DONE, COMES BACK TO THEM, WHICH IS WHY SOME END UP LIVING THEIR LIVES IN GUILT & REMORSE..

IF ONE WANTS TO BRING YOU DOWN, ALL THE MORE YOU SHOULD NEVER LET THAT HAPPEN. I'VE BEEN THROUGH ALL THAT, & SOMETIMES A STEP WHICH YOU HAVE NEVER DARED TO TAKE , MAY ACTUALLY BE A BETTER PATH LAID AHEAD FOR YOU.

AS CRUEL AS HOW EVERYTHING MAY SEEM. THIS IS THE REAL WORLD. IT MAY NEVER BE WHAT YOU HAVE EVER IMAGINED, BUT YOU'LL LEARN. WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD. ITS FEELS LIKE A STEP OUT OF YOUR COMFORT ZONE, BUT THIS IS ONLY PART & PARCEL OF LIFE.

BE WHO YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN, & DON'T LET ALL THAT HAPPENED, CHANGE YOU TO BE WHO YOU ARE NOT. THE LAST THING THAT I'LL WANT TO SEE, WOULD BE YOU LIVING IN SADNESS. A RAINBOW ALWAYS APPEARS AFTER A STORM & THIS IS NO EXCEPTION. EVEN IF YOUR WORLD SEEMS TO BE CRUMBLING OVER YOU, YOU'LL ALWAYS HAVE US! (:

Love you!❤❤❤❤❤ (remember that colourful bracelet which i made for you!)